By the time you read this

this is never enough

Brief Intro to Psychosis.

A person who is psychotic is out of touch with reality. People with psychosis may hear "voices" or have strange and illogical ideas (for example, thinking that others can hear their thoughts, or are trying to harm them, or that they are the President of the United States or some other famous person). They may get excited or angry for no apparent reason, or spend a lot of time by themselves, or in bed, sleeping during the day and staying awake at night. The person may neglect appearance, not bathing or changing clothes, and may be hard to talk to--barely talking or saying things that make no sense. They often are initially unaware that their condition is an illness.

And a brief into to the side effects of the drug they want me on

Acute dystonia — muscle spasms.
Parkinsonism — tremors, stiff posture, diminished and hesitant arm and leg movements, a shuffling walk, and an immobile, expressionless face.
Akathisia — restless fidgeting and pacing, which can be agonizing.
Tardive dyskinesia — repetitive involuntary muscle movements that may include sucking, grimacing, lip-smacking, protrusion of the tongue, and jerky and writhing movements of the face, neck, and arms.


Fuck them